Forgive Me

Forgive me.
For I know just what I'm doing
My life is not in my hands but in God's
I'm sorry that I even mislead you
That I even over fed you with words
From the dark side of my soul
That I even misunderstood you,
That I even overlooked you. It's true...

Forgive me.
Your lips were like honey
Your words, desired above money
Each drop I earnestly yearned for
Sweet surrender to the dark side
Pleasure fulfilled, treasure lost
Your smell lingers in the air
Heavy, pure seduction, rare...

Forgive me.
My direction has changed
My connection estranged, rearranged
No longer committed to the temporary gain
I long for joy that takes away all pain
Past giants and mountains subdued
For In him I'm renewed.

Forgive me... I know just what I'm doing.

-- Tiff